even when the sky is falling down ❤

well well well its 12th of november now .. spm starts next wednesday .. that means six days time start from today .... BM,SEJARAH(1) for wednesday and BI,SEJARAH(2) for thursday ... god bless me .. gonna start study my very 1st page of sejarah later .. pray hard hard ... i just cant concentrate in the day time .. i must study during night time when everyone is happily travelling in the dreamland .. this will makes me looks like a zombie .. =\ urgh.. but cant help .. ==
i'll probably gain a couple of KGs during SPM period .. because i eat a lot when i'm depressed .. plus imma gonna stop work out session .. damn.. its totally a wtf thing .. i've no time to update my bloggie .. but will update lotsa after SPM .. tons and tons of photos ... *faint* stay tune .. just 1 month =)

i totally dont have any idea what love is ❤
as i have never really deeply in love before and as what i see it is just such a complicated thingy =S sometimes both of u are so in love in each other but why care about the past and the stupid egos ? what i believe is watever will happen will happen =) which can also explain like this .. if someone really really want to do something no matter what happen also they will do it but if someone really dont wanted to even the sky is falling down also they wont do it .. everyone know this .. but can they really appy it to their real lifes ? most of the ppl i know cant .. as ppl in love cant really see things clearly =) and this year (2009) is a totally breaking-up season .. keep heard that ppl broke up and stuffs ... how sad =( but no worries ppl 2009 are going to end soon just 1 more month to go .. be patient .. every thing is gonna be alright ..hope u guys can find ur true love sooner and indulge in the love sea ;) ❤

sigh ... please la .. dont order me to to thing as though u are my boss la ok? why should i do such things ? whats is my reward? u dont even say hi when nothing happen and u want me to help u do things ? do u really know how ppl feel a not ? please think deep ....

i am who i am =) u wont impress me .. u dont have that ability .. stop being big-head already .. i cant take it anymore ..

current favourite snack =) LOACKER !!!!!!!!! *scream* ha =D

love lifes ❤ follow ur feelings
better to regret later =)

1 november 2009

hello everybody =) im still alive .. SPM is in 17days ... i'm still the same ..
its been a while since i last update huh ? busy ppl ma ha.. so ppl wish me good good luck 0_o
this will be my last update i guess? nah .. perhaps not .. since i'm such a random person ..
i'm a random person .. very ...
watched a couple of movies in 2 days ..
-jennifer's body , was such a stupid movie ,=\ rate ❤
- G-force,okay i know i'm super late,this is super awesome,love the hits as well ;) rate ❤❤❤❤ cloudy with a chance of meatball , acceptable .. if u wanna to laugh .. , rate❤❤❤
- law abiding citizen , nice ... superb acting skill but a bit disgusting though =( , rate ❤❤❤❤❤
well well well gonna prepare ady .. for real this time ..no joke ..
cant wait to finish SPM arh.. =(

i've no time to think of other things right now

full of SPM in mind @@

course in mind

-phychology ... clinical psychology

- forensic science .. but i'm scared of corpse eh =\

sometimes the words hurt

but the wound will heal automatically

its because of love

the love that we never want to let go ...

dont worry bout me babe

just give me some time

i am not angry at all

just a lil hurt

i dont want to mess up anything

and i'm very scared i'll ...

do you understand how i really feel ?

pls say you do ..... ❤

loves , stephanie ❤

forgive me XD

okay .. i'm sorry ..

i'm just too busy to update .. gah .. fogive me ='(

well

- i'm still good i guess

- spm is killing me

- i'll find time to update , mom is nagging .. arhhh i hate being nagged ==

- still lotsa of stuff in mind .. but .. i dont have time to slove it yet

here's for today ..

bye!!

upcoming post

-jimmie buffday bash

- kenneth buffday bash

- akons concert ;)

and

tons of photosssssssssssss

my god ....

currently addicted

faber drive - tongue tied

spinnning in my head

-study study study !!!

-spm spm spm

- money money money

- travel travel travel

- graduate graduate graduate

loves, ms. steph

*it hurts*

well ...
you have a boyfriend ...
you love him so much that you want to spend every single second with him
actually thats sounds prefectly correct and thats no problem at all
just
u let me feeling that i'm a rubbish u know ?
someome that u dont even worth spending ur time to listen to what he/she said ..
i just get used to how u treat me lik those days ..those days will never come back right ?
indulge in ur love ...... thats enough for u right ? my happiness wasnt important at all ...
you think that i'm ridiculous ? that makes the hurt deeper ..
hey babe .. its not the 1st time already ... how many times u happen to ignore my talk already ?
maybe not ignore .. just maybe dump me while i'm half-way talking my stuff ..
i'm not mad .. just losing interest to talk to u bout the stuff add .. cause u dont seem interest to listen either ..
i dont know .. i dont lik ppl dont listen to me while i trying to speak to them ..
go ahead to do what u want .. ignore me ...
let it be ... i dont want to discuss bout this issue again .. it makes me feel bad ..
i dont know why will things happen to be this way .. but it just happen ...
nothing i can do but to accept it .. in my very own way .. dont ask me anything bout this again ..
and does sorry brings u back ?

* on leave *

yo !
imma gonna start to do revision soooooooooon thats means 1st of october =)
gonna on leave for 2 months time ..will be back in december right after spm ...
not to say i wont online just not gonna have long update .. short 1 perhaps haha XD
tell me if u dropped by kay ppl ?
wish me good good luck =)

in mind
money money money
exam exam exam
slumber party
overseas =)

shuffle
david tao -ultrasounds

hugs and kisses
steph

updownleftright

today is wednesday 23rd september 2009 .. i forgot to go to school today ... but i'll skip school tomorrow.. cause mom and dad are going to perak ..
well well well trial is over .. totally over ...
keep skipping school recently .. but just stayed at home ...
school ... fed up ... go for what actually ? teacher not teaching anymore what ... well but i miss my schoolmates =)
was having some down time these few days ...
just not happy =(
for my future .. although i clearly know what i want and what to do next .. but still .. sometimes i'll doubt ...
many things in mind .. i think i need sometime to clear out all the things and settle them ...


in mind
heels craze
desperate for vacation
gonna start prepare for SPM soon
i miss my grandma
akon's concert

listening to

a moment like this

p/s -> was too busy for pics.. hope u guys still interested in those craps i blurt

love,
stephanie

happy virus

first of all

about the happy virus of course is fake 1 ..

but i hope so it really exists because everyone around me seem sad recently =(

i realized that she really hates me .. but why ? seriously i dont know .. and i actually dont care ...

i dont have the right to give any comment on what u r doing ... but dont hurt others because of me okay ? i'm not a big deal ... ignore me if u can ...

i dont know what can i do or say ...

everythings will gonna be fine soon ......

currently listening to

~信乐团 - 一了百了

loves,

steph